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Monday, May 09, 2005
gahh this weekend sucked... food wise. im 142!?!? im so pissed. soo me and my friend are fasting tomorrow. any tips on how to get out of dinner?!? i reallyy would appreciate them! and my mom like lives...
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
parents aren't home allll day. so im fasting. didnt have any breakfast. had some juice. im about to go shopping && hopefully we won't have lunch or food, gah there's a huge food court. welll...
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
ohhh bad day for eating. i went to my friend's house after school. & i was with my two friends who eat sooo much but of course never ever gain a pound hate that. soo anywayss, i ate a lot with...
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Saturday, May 21, 2005
i can't believe i'm doing this again. i look and feel like shit. i can tell so much that i've gained & i'm so scared to go on the scale. i'm not going to do it. today i went shopping & tried...
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Thursday, May 26, 2005
alrightt, not so upset as last entry. today and yesterday were gooood. eating wasn't the greatest, but i puked both days and excercised. so i didnt gain this weekend will be though. friday im...
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GeneralAge?: 16Height?: 5'4Weight?: 145 (kill me now)Lowest Weight?: 129Highest Weight?: 150What weight do you want to weigh?: 110What eating disorder do you have?: EDNOSIn DepthHow many calories do...
View ArticleFriday, July 08, 2005
i need help and motivation.i have none and im freaking out.i used to get motivated just by looking at other xanga sites or pro-ed sites, but not so much anymore.i need a good ed book, the last one i...
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
i suck at life so bad. i think im gaining by the second, this is ridiculous. and i fucking hate it. i seriously wanna like cut all my fat off. why can't i just not eat?? it isn't that hard, i've done...
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k all my posts are gonna be protected now because i'm an idiot.so comment if you wanna be on the list.
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just got home from colorado yesterday. probably one of the best weeks of my life. i love camp.eating hasn't been going the best. im just trying not to do a lot of snacking and eat smaller portions of...
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